Thursday, December 23, 2010

LETTER TO CUPID

Cupid, this is not a love letter. Its not even a friendly "visit". I'm pretty mad at you as it is, you best not come out of hiding till..............(whenever).

Ok, you really need to stop messing with people's lives. Today again I found that yet another of your victims is "mourning" that's number four (or should I say eight) in three weeks!!!

Who sent you to shoot?! Why did you induce what you couldn't finish?!!

You really don't have to use up all your arrows you know, you could just keep them as an artefact, or you could even sell them! So you can buy yourself some clothes.

And to think you took a shot at me (again) sometime in September! If you even dream of messing with me you shall be hearing from Baba Fagbemi (he's really good you know) and I really don't care if he uses Sango or Ogun!

Friday, October 8, 2010

Recoil Theory

This has been a while in the making. Still don't seem to get te "hang" of it. Majorly, its a confusing feeling; one which makes me happy, and at times, unhappy. Its the the one that makes me hope, and the same one that makes me fear whats coming! contradictions right?!

Don't ask me what its called, I won't tell you........ 'cause I don't know.
Now to the Recoil part. You know when a snail is trying to come out of its shell and then you poke it, it tends to recoil.And if you keep doing that, the farther in it goes. That's how this whole thing is ( in a way).
The variables here are toooo dependent.And so, it doesn't matter how well I speak. so long as its a dialogue, it only makes sense when both parties participate.


Try my best is what I'm going to do. I hope you do that too.......'cause as with the snail,Imma "recoil" farther and farther when the need arises.

x!

Thursday, September 16, 2010

wow


In just little time, so much has changed. Now I'm convinced you,ve come to stay.I find its a good thing, and seeing as its a mutually beneficial arrangement,I don't feel the least sorry. its not like im meant to be anywayz..........
Its just so sad that it has to be this way tho'.......... miss u already!!!





P.S: this post is confusing to me too!!! lol!
oh, and the picture,.......therz luv in sharing!!1

Tuesday, August 10, 2010

Bleak monday.

09.08.2010
Started on a rather good note( i woke up early), got a credit alert, lol. Anyways,my euphoria didnt seem to last long. Just looking out the window of my room, admiring some fine girls going to class....... and it happened!! within seconds, a few girls were aggressively shoved out of the way by a speeding car, Was horrifying to watch yet we couldn't look away.


We stared on, mouths agape as one of them lay on the floor. She couldn't move on her own....... anyways, help came and she was taken to the hospital.

Okay, that was in the morning. I had a test i had to revise for, had psychology class to attend,........all that seemed to dominate my thoughts.

Now as i'm tryna sleep amidst the noise ( you see,there is a party and my friends are jamming outside) I think about all that happened today, then i remember, oh yeah the accident! hope those girls are okay sha ( in my mind).............and not too long afterwards, my roomie comes to say ''one of 'em passed away''.......... I just felt weak... I still do...

Thursday, August 5, 2010

houghyouku ish

okay, this is going to be rather haphazard. I'm finding it hard to comprehend why people satisfy themselves at the expense of others. I think its really selfish and unfair.One such act of yours can make or mar someone else's day....or life as the case may be. I'm disappointed at the moment and its going to take more than correcting this one error to redeem yourself.

You officially made me unlike today in a way.......not forgetting anytime soon trust me.

Sunday, August 1, 2010

Responsibility

I'm growing older. So that means I'm supposed to be more responsible for myself and the people around me (society expects that of me). In a way, that means more "responsible" posts as well. No doubt, ideas'll still be communicated, only in a different manner (hopefully).


However, I STILL belong to the school of thought that thinks maturity is more a function of experience than age.

But ofcourse, who doesn't?

Saturday, July 17, 2010

Tempus fugi

Time really does fly. Looking back on a lot of things right now and it seems twas yesterday I entered secondary school (just kidding- those were 6 long gruelling years). Gruelling in a fun way sha.
Then twas time to graduate, get into Uni and everything just happened soooooo fast! like i'm almost in my 2nd year ;) and I really can't say how the past year went.
Anyways, the point of this "story" is: if you're not careful, you're going to spend your whole life doing nothing, not knowing how time passes you by, just waiting for time to pass and then it will, but you might not get anything significant done (save perhaps getting older) which doesn't actually count seeing as everyone grows older ( age-wise though).




Bottomline: it makes sense to make everyday count.

Saturday, July 3, 2010

......SSsssshhhh!!

Hmmmm, its been a long time. I've really missed you ;) .
A lot of things have happened. Infact, plenty, plenty things. Some just inside my head, others, did happen...... and the rest, yet to come. There are some I can't wait for, others, i fear what they may bring...... Its only normal ( i guess)
All this while i kept silent, I noticed a few things about silence. Like; its many times golden when applied in the right situations, and,
it could cause havoc in the mind......especially when you are the party that is being kept in the dark. Your mind sort of becomes a riot of thoughts (extreme ones!). You think the best, you think the worst.
At times like this, its best to stick to more positive and constructive thoughts.....hard as it sounds, If it has to do with people, make excuses for 'em........ It helps in keeping a sane mind!
(thats like the least you can do for yourself)

Friday, April 2, 2010

Memoirs of the confused.

My thoughts are all jumbled (again). LOL. So i'm just gonna write this as it comes.
There is this song I loved when I was way younger. In the song there is a part that goes "......Don't you know its true what they say, that things are sent to try you........"
There are things going on here that are evidently "sent to try one".
The good thing is, though I was momentarily "blind", now I see (better than not seeing at all if you ask me) LOL.
Thing is, much as we want something, it might not be for us and so, chasing it'll be as fruitless as chasing waterfalls.....