My thoughts are all jumbled (again). LOL. So i'm just gonna write this as it comes.
There is this song I loved when I was way younger. In the song there is a part that goes "......Don't you know its true what they say, that things are sent to try you........"
There are things going on here that are evidently "sent to try one".
The good thing is, though I was momentarily "blind", now I see (better than not seeing at all if you ask me) LOL.
Thing is, much as we want something, it might not be for us and so, chasing it'll be as fruitless as chasing waterfalls.....